Thursday, June 23, 2005

haha life is so funny. it hands you the silliest messes sometimes but thats okay too. I would like to thank God for all my friends he has so lovingly blessed me with. Despite being cheesy the people who have got me thru these past few months have not left my side when I have needed them. I thank them for that. They are: Derrick Terrell, Cory Harris, Tyler Cochran, Alaina Austin, Travis Creasy, Jimmy Masters, and last but certainly not least, Katie Simmons. Then there's my family. My mom,thank you for giving me a shoulder to cry on. Dad you pulled for me too. Megan is just cute and rotten and makes me laugh. And everyone else just told me I could make it alright and had faith in me. Alot of the times I have not been the person I should have been. I let life bog me down and made myself think that there was something wrong with me so I laid in the dark and waited for a light. Then I realized I have to be my own light. I can't lay around and wait for things to get better. I have to make things happen for myself. Anf finally I have realized what I have to do. I have to get away from the thing thats causing me the most pain in my life. Dun dun da... the ex boyfriend. I realize now that I am a wonderful person and there is nothing wrong with me. I am human and humans fail. But thank GOD for the people around me who didn't give up on me to pull through this. My focus is now back on college and moving out and making my life better withouth these people. Thanks for derrick for letting me hang out and rant if I need to. Thanks Travis for listening to me blubber on the phone. Thanks Jimmy for just being cool. Thanks C ory for hangin out with me. Thanks Alaina and Tyler for lettin me come over to your house and play video games and eat fudge!!! hehe. Ya'll rock. Katie you've shown me exactly what a christian girl should be like. You'r just crazy in so many ways but so awesome to hang out with. I LOVE IT. Yeah I'm not all that I should be sometimes. But ya'll love me anyway and i thank you for that. You guys are the greatest bunch of friends I could ever asked for! XOXO,
Monica.

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