Today I don't feel like being kind. I feel like being a blatant wretch to the guy who doesn't know how to act. To the guy who calls me only when he's bored and to the guy, whom, tho I'm low on gas, I always am there when he needs me for anything. Be it him being sick or just to hang out to watch VH1. The same guy who can't come and see me because he's running low on gas but can somehow make it up to the church to hang with the guys. Yes, I'm buying in to his every word. Please. Give me a break. His excuses are tiring me and my emotions are almost all exhausted. It's ridiculous and I feel like dropping him like he's hot. Then he goes and says something to do with us and staying and blah blah. Something has to change.
So here's my story:
Said guy has been one of my b.f.f's since 9th grade. How we came to be friend's is quite interesting but it's a long story and it's a bit overplayed for some so we won't go there. Ahhh the drama. Anyway we dated for 2 years everybody thought we were getting married and apparently he was gonna ask me. So he told his best friend. And everyone else. I was the only one that didn't know. Lovely. Tho in cases like that I'm sure I wasn't suppose to. Guess he never got around to it. So a year and 4 months after we broke up, we're talking again. That's it. Talking. Nothing permanent. He talks to other girls on his aol messenger. So I saw tonight. And we're not exclusive. So he told me. But he always does things for me and sometimes I wonder why. He talks crazy sometimes like he wants me around for a while. What's it all mean? BLAH!!! He only calls me when his parents are out of town. Nothing happens of course we're both tryin. But he couldn't ever CALL me when his parents are there? Just to hang out and watch tv? Please. Or give me a real date. We're talking and he tells me we're something he just don't know. I don't know either. Greif! It wouldn't kill him to take me to a movie. I'm sick of being his girl he calls and always comes running. But I'm glad he's not calling anyone else. LORD help. I'm stressing.
So here's my story:
Said guy has been one of my b.f.f's since 9th grade. How we came to be friend's is quite interesting but it's a long story and it's a bit overplayed for some so we won't go there. Ahhh the drama. Anyway we dated for 2 years everybody thought we were getting married and apparently he was gonna ask me. So he told his best friend. And everyone else. I was the only one that didn't know. Lovely. Tho in cases like that I'm sure I wasn't suppose to. Guess he never got around to it. So a year and 4 months after we broke up, we're talking again. That's it. Talking. Nothing permanent. He talks to other girls on his aol messenger. So I saw tonight. And we're not exclusive. So he told me. But he always does things for me and sometimes I wonder why. He talks crazy sometimes like he wants me around for a while. What's it all mean? BLAH!!! He only calls me when his parents are out of town. Nothing happens of course we're both tryin. But he couldn't ever CALL me when his parents are there? Just to hang out and watch tv? Please. Or give me a real date. We're talking and he tells me we're something he just don't know. I don't know either. Greif! It wouldn't kill him to take me to a movie. I'm sick of being his girl he calls and always comes running. But I'm glad he's not calling anyone else. LORD help. I'm stressing.
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