Hey ya'll. Well tomorrows the big day. I get to see Mookie and it's the first time since the wedding. Kinda nervous. Ya'll pray for me. Plus I'm worried about directions. Horrible with those somedays. Somedays I'm brilliant with them...others....well ya know. Anywho I don't have a cell so we could get into a bit of some trouble. Im on a mission to find one of those tomorrow.
I'm also worried about my friends. Not particularly just my friends but I have this friend named Jimmy who has a crush on me and I don't know how to tell him. I don't know I just see him as more of a friend I know that sounds so cliche' but I'm worried about hurting his feelings. I think he kinda gets the hint b/c I haven't been hangin out with him and his friends as much but I'm not a good heartbreaker person. I've never had a way with breaking it to the guys (yeah I'm just a girl who breaks everyone's heart) lol. So any tips would be much appreciated. Plus I think I may keep Mookie for a while and see where it goes. He's pretty sweet! Well gotta get a good nights rest so I can wake up and see Mookie tomorrow. I'll holler at ya'll later. XOXO
Monica

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I'm also worried about my friends. Not particularly just my friends but I have this friend named Jimmy who has a crush on me and I don't know how to tell him. I don't know I just see him as more of a friend I know that sounds so cliche' but I'm worried about hurting his feelings. I think he kinda gets the hint b/c I haven't been hangin out with him and his friends as much but I'm not a good heartbreaker person. I've never had a way with breaking it to the guys (yeah I'm just a girl who breaks everyone's heart) lol. So any tips would be much appreciated. Plus I think I may keep Mookie for a while and see where it goes. He's pretty sweet! Well gotta get a good nights rest so I can wake up and see Mookie tomorrow. I'll holler at ya'll later. XOXO
Monica

Well today was once again a busy day. I had a ton of stuff to do. Went to work from 11-4, got the the younguns and took them to VBS around 10, came back home, and moved some stuff over to the apartment. I'm so excited about it. Moving out on my own was fun the first time but this is going to be just great. I got so use to living on my own and then DAD, oh my we won't get into that. He's just so hard to handle and deal with sometimes. It's very upsetting when you try to keep this house clean. It's like taking care of a 45 year old child whose capable of taking care of himself. I dread leaving and watching this place to go to waste, but at the same time I did all I could to make it better for him and he just didn't appreciate it so I'm glad to be moving on and making something of myself and not wasting my time here. Mookie believes in me and that's awesome. I have a lot of people who believe in me and that's extremely encouraging in intense discouraging situations. Here of late alot of crazy things have been happening so you guys just keep me in your prayers. I wish I could explain more but that's all I got right now. Anywho I'm gonna go to bed and rest my weary eyes for the night being. P.S. Ya'll pray that I get to Birmingham alright. I can't get lost b/c if I do I'm stranded (no cell) so pray super hard. LATER GATERS!
Monica loves ya.
xoxoxo

Well it's another day in the land of Monica. Not much has changed except everything that could change. Life is so weird. I guess it's suppose to be though or else it wouldn't be interesting. Well for one thing I just got this lovely email from my ex ex boyfriend who has obviously been drinking and decided he wanted to "try getting back together." That can and never will happen. He doesn't go to church, me and him are like totally opposites and he's just being stupid. (By the way, i dated him in like 9th and 10 grade, I'm 19 now and he's 21. We've known each other for like 13 years literally. My stepmom use to babysit him). Then, he goes further to make some suggestive remarks about me needing to lose some of the tension. MY FREAKIN GOODNESS! Grrr...some men just anger me to the point of no return. If there is anyone who would like to volunteer to kick this guys rear, applications are OPEN. Anywho, I feel like a turd today because I didn't go to church. I was gonna watch a movie with a friend last night and the movie ended up skipping so me and her had to take it back to movie gallery (they were closed) so we just went to Wendy's and got us some eats there. Well it was about 12:20 when we got home so I just told her we would watch the over movie tomorrow (Ladder 49 I haven't seen yet. Hope it's good) I went to bed not long after but I think the lack of sleep over the past threee days caught up with me. Anywho, well I overslept this morning b/c I woke up at like and thought I could wake up in an hour and then go to church. Wrong. I didn't wake up till about 11 oclock. Guess that's my bodies way of compensating. DARN OVERCOMPENSATION. Anyways guess I'll head on out and take a shower. Love you guys.
Monica

Hey hey everyone. Just another day in my world. Let me see. What did I accomplish today? Today I had a yardsale, made about 50 dollars which was AWESEOME! Thanks God (and Mookie for praying for it, you're great!) Okay so I think it's time I introduce this Mookie guy if I haven't already. I met him at Jeff Hubbard's wedding and I believe almost if not every day he has called me since then. He's a persistent one I'll tell ya. Since, he had read on my blog that one of he things I had to do was to go to a Kelly Clarkson concert. A few days later, he scored us tickets. Is he not great? He is very active in the boys and girls club and is also an active sports official. He is a Strong Man motivational speaker I believe and love kids from what I hear. He lives in Abbeville AL which is about 4 1/2 hours away. He's 22 and of course, COC. Sweeeeeeeeet! APPARENTLY, or so I've been told, Mookie has somewhat of a LIKING for me. lol. And it's very cute. NOW. Me and Mookie are just friends right now but maybe more later. I'm takeing time to get to know him and I might like him a lil bit. lol. SOOOO we'll see where it goes! :) And that, for now, is Mookie in a nutshell.

Hey all. It's a wonderful day out here in the sticks. I believe the day is overcast when it started out sunny. Not alot going on today just went to work at zaxby's from 11-4, did some running around and came home to type on da EEENternet. So I'm pumped about going to a Kelly Clarkson concert thanks to a certain MOOKIE! That's one dream we can cross off my list. Sweet. Well guys I'm psyched about that and all this other great stuff but I gotta run and get some stuff for the El Yard Sale tamale. Holler at ya'll later. Love you all.
Me

Hey, ya'll need to get me off of this computer so I can get my "dreams" taken care of. Here's a list of things I want to do in this lifetime. Granted you can't do everything, but hey, you can try.

1) I would like to learn to play acoustic and electric guitar and get really good at them. Maybe even drums. I've always thought those were cool. And I would want a band that practiced all the time and played places and just blew people away. We would play stuff like Kelley Clarkson, Maroon 5, Super Chick and maybe some Switchfoot. Duh there would be other janra's or however the heck you spell that word. But those are definitely some that would be played. Just to be on a stage rockin my little heart out who like it is just a huge dream I need to take care of.

2) I want to go skydiving (which may happen soon. There's a place in Cullman for 250 dollars.) JOY! 2 of my cousins went and they videotaped it. It was so awesome. They say it's such an adrenaline rush.

3) Bungee jumping. Self explanatory.

4) Go skinny-dipping. Not really a dream. Just something I gotta do one of these days by myself. Or maybe when I'm married. hehe.

5) Take voice lessons and be able to belt out a song at least close to perfect. My preferred song? Kelley Clarkson "Because of You."

6) Kelly Clarkson concert. I must go.

7) Mettalica concert...Must go there too.

8) Go to Freed, get my degree in photography and journalism. Photography is really more of a dream than journalism but I figure they go hand in hand.

9)Get MARRIED and have a beautiful wedding. I want to find me a husband that says "wow" when he looks at me on my wedding day and then cries.

10) Learn how to dance. CRAZY DANCE, CHOREOGRAPHED DANCE, AND BALLERINA WOULD BE AWESOME.

11) Start exercising more. not a dream just something i need to do.

12) Hmmmm... BALL ROOM DANCING. I want to go ball room dancing and wear a pretty gown and go ball room dancing. Gotta learn how first. And yes there will be dancing at my wedding.

13) Ride horses, I want to ride horses and learn to barrel race. I wish I could have horses and have time to take care of them...

Well that's it for now I guess. I'm gonna go clean my mess of a room.
Later you guys.

Okay today was useless. I feel like I accomplished nothing. It's so hard to live with dad because he wants to keep EVERYTHING and I just want everything GONE!!! I'm having a yardsale Friday and I hope I can get rid of some of this junk. I hate clutter. Grrr.... Anywho enough complaining. So I like my new job. I think I covered that in my last post but I'm not sure. And I took my puppy to the vet today to get her shots so she's good on that stuff. Today's an icky day. Could be an icky day b/c the house is not clean and it's driving me crazy or because I just feel like poop. I dunno which. But good news is tomorrow I work so I'll have something to do then. Well I guess I'm gonna run. Talk to ya later. Me

Hey hey all. I hope you all are doing well. Well I just got back from Florida about two days ago and the wedding was AWESOME! For those of you who don't know, Jeff Hubbard - a longtime friend - just got married. It was gorgeous. I blubbered like a baby (of course). All the happiness in the world to them. Not alot going on right now. I have alot of errands to do today. I've gotta go get my electric bill and phone bill turned over into dad's name b/c when i move out the bills are gonna have to be in mine and katie's name (hopefully i'll be able to get the deposit back on the electric bill). Anywho then I need to talk to dad about takeing Daisy (my pup) to the vet. It's about a week or two over time for her to get her worm shots. EEks! So anyway ya'll pray that I get everything done and I guess I'll holler at you guys later. Love you tons.
xoxo
Monica

Monica's list of things she wants in a husband:

1. Till death do us part baby.

2. Jealousy can NOT be an issue. When we go to Wal-Mart and some guy checks me out, DO NOT eyeball him or try to give him some kind of intimidating look. You don't have to worry about him. We are YOURS! If we wanted to be with him, don't you think we would be? And another thing: that's a trust issue. That makes me feel like you don't trust me.

3. Gotta let me snuggle up to you at night in bed if I get cold, or, if I just want to snuggle. :)

4. A husband who is well please with me.

5. A husband who reveals all my missing qualities

6. A shelter of God's love in him.

7. To never have to worry about adultery.

8. Comfort.

9. Someone who wants children. Just not soon.

10. Someone I can come home to, prop my feet up and tell them about my day and listen to theirs.

11. Someone I can never get tired of loveing.

12. Someone who will never get tired of loveing me.

13. Someone I can depend on.

14. My best friend.

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Well the list has to stop there. I'm tired and can't think (though that's an everyday occurence for me)
Goodnight.